why must the good die young?

ryan's dog just passed away.. =( it felt really wierd like hell when i went to his house and there wasn't the usual mad greeting by his dog.. his dog didn't even reach the age of 3.. when it has a 15 year lifespan.. that means that it didn't even reach 21 years for humans.. ( 1 year of a dog's life is equals to a 7 years of a human's life )

i've never felt the pain of losing someone close.. please read about amily's story ( shou chen's blog ).. her father passed away when she was 17.. but she's strong.. i wouldn't know what would happen if i lose either of my parents.. =(

i wouldn't even want to think about it.. but i believe i would just be lost.. confused.. and without my parents' guidance.. i would just crumble..

death is something that cannot be explained and never will be.. all we can do is to appreciate the people around us.. and show them how much we love them while they are still around..

sometimes when i think about death.. i wonder.. "i can't make anymore decisions.. i will be gone.. and the world will just go on without waiting a second for me"..

oh dear.. i dun want to think anymore..

sorry i didn't reply to the tags.. next time..