Long Zi

This post is all dedicated to you..

like i said before.. long zi.. a friend for 9 months.. a sister forever

looking back at my post from last year.. i guess my impression of her at that time would be:

1) someone who couldn't stand my nonsense (30/03/2005)
2) someone talkative?! (31/03/2005)
3) someone dam pro in chinese (12/05/2005 )
4) someonw whose birthday i managed to remember for some reason despite it being on a holiday (04/06/2005 )
5) A Man U fan.. ( 08/11/2005 )

now.. i still believe she can't stand my nonsense.. and she's dam pro in chinese.. and probably i'll remember her birthday.. and she's DEFINITELY a Man U fan..

one change.. she's no longer talkative.. she's someone who bothers to listen to peoples' nonsense..

to be honest.. i rarely talked to her last year.. maybe just full of nonsense..

but this year.. most of her close friends didn't remain in the same class as her.. and she came to me during history.. and suddenly.. i made a very close friend.. it's true.. i prefer friends like her.. i wasn't that close to the guys in our class.. at least NOT THAT close.. not as close as the friendship that i bonded with her..

long zi.. why must you leave? i'm selfish.. i want you to stay..

i want you to stay because i need you.. --> i suck
i want you to stay because i wanna talk cock with you --> i suck
i want you to stay because i want to gossip and bitch with you --> i suck
i want you to stay because my lessons get so much brighter --> i suck
i want you to stay because you know my eye-candy.. ( who i still think is cute ) --> i suck
i want you to stay because you spot my eye-candies for me--> i suck
i want you to stay because i want to argue with you about soccer--> i suck
i want you to stay because i want to kao bei alan smith--> i suck
i want you to stay because it has been so fun studying with you--> i suck
i want you to stay because my lecture notes get so cool with you around--> i suck
i want you to stay because i want to gossip about people who *ahem ahem* you --> i suck
i want you to stay because i'll just miss you--> i suck

long zi.. i'll miss you cause i suck

i didn't fulfill my birthday wish of making you stay.. =(

it's totally alright.. =( it's after all your future.. =) when i see you again.. ( after tmr ) i swear i'll be so excited..

i suck.. i was supposed to make something for her.. but i left the material behind at the pool hall when i played with ben.. =(

and i can't make a good card for her.. cause my handwriting sucks..

i hope this post does say it all..

i'll miss you sister...... =(((((((