i seriously hope she accepts my friend request.. =)

man.. Dr Lim confirmed today that i'll be in Pes C.. =(

i guess that means only light military training for me in NS.. all the training i put myself into to train my upper body will be kind of useless.. 6 months off IPPT training for my new ligament to fully heal.. ='(

seriously.. that is a blow to me.. for someone who used to be so active.. a second of bad luck and my life has since completely taken a big U-turn for the worst.. UGH.. so my advice to all you readers out there.. please take care of yourself and not do anything stupid.. some things that you do now can affect you for the rest of your life.. =(((

after dean found out that his ligament was torn and there was no way he could ever play basketball in the next 2 years.. i could see sadness and regret in his eyes.. the same way that i felt when i tore my ligamant nearly 10 months back.. then he suggested to play golf so that he would not make the injury worse.. =(
he was practically putting himself down all the time.. UGH! and there was nothing i could say or do unless i have powerful healing powers that i can just repair his ligament in a blink of an eye.. =(

nvm.. maybe this would turn out to be a blessing in disguise? maybe i'll be one of the fittest in the camp? =)

nvm.. i'll leave everything to god.. maybe it was in his plans that i have to go through this torment..

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now for the nonsense:

HELLO! ZHENGYUANCHANG IS HOT. RAIN IS HOTTER. BUT HEJUNXIANG IS THE HOTTEST! LOVE! HAHAHAH DO NOT DELETE. JESSICA ROCKS.

as you can see.. being around with that woman who is so full of nonsense... UGH.. can you imagine that i've been in the same room with her for probably the last past 3-4 hours? luckily i managed to finish my economical side of colonisation.. =)

therefore.. here's a list of conclusions

1) please take care if not you guys will just regret
2) i'm a loser who's destined for a even more loser-ly life
3) jessica is mad