i'm simply amazed with myself totally.. everyday.. i have like a million thoughts going through my mind.. and i dare to say that most of them are very constructive.. but when i feel like penning ( or rather blogging ) about it.. my mind just goes blank.. what has happened to me seriously! i blame the lack of using my brain.. it's been like 9 months since i last used my brain to remember stuff and this will definitely continue as i spend the next two years of my life in the army.. haiz..



i'm reading other peoples' blogs and they all blog on how happy they are going to university and by the pictures i see.. University orientation seems to be so much fun! =(

so sad.. my orientation is gonna be in 2 years! T_T


maybe i shouldn't be complaining about how sucky my life is.. on the contary.. i should actually be proud of how my life has been going well.. =)

after all.. i'm going to my dream university! i remember back then i J1.. SMU came down to PJC to give a talk on the courses in their U and i was immediately attracted to Lee Kong Chian's School of Business.. and when i went down to their open house ( in J1 mind you! ) i fell in love with the U.. =)

i believe SMU will transform me into someone who's gonna be useful in the business and economics world out there..


Going to SMU has probably been the greatest accomplishment of my life.. i've screwed up exams too many times already and again and again.. life gave me a new shot at going to among the big boys..

all my dream schools before were all just DREAMS.. i totally couldn't balance my work with play.. it was like 99% play and 1% work.. =/

but finally! the setback of not being able to get into ACJC probabaly pushed my harder to my goal of going to SMU!



thanks to all the friends who have been there with me.. the usual fuckers i mean.. =)

matt, charles, ben, andre, jia quan and the MIA GABRIEL

i miss you guys! next friday's dinner is so gonna be good! take care of yourselves! =)

i wonder what was the problem of not remembering what to blog.. =P