just returned from kranji's colours of asia..

my conclusion?

one girl from choir is cute--> looks like aya!

the girl playing the big drums from band is so much darn cuter!!! UGH!!!!

she's cute

poor owen.. i understand your pain.. ACL tear.. OUCH.. ='(  but you're strong.. i was screaming in pain when i tore my ACL

Dirk!!!! =) should i just turn gay for this guy? ^ ^

 

guess who's pic i found on the s league website?

 

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xiu huan!!!!!!!!!! hahaha! wanted to go and watch you play that day! but was held up la!! =(

you look good man! and your keeper is cute.. haha

ah mah: thanks for being so caring! few would bother to remember the exams subjects i'm taking! =) *muack*

wei ling: ah!!! i hope you at least PASS this time!!!

man.. i seriously hope that wei ling didn't screw up the other two econs essays.. ugh! she totally screwed up the trade question.. -_- wei ling!!! jia you for the other econs paper! aim for that pass!!! =) peer-tutoring her has been so much fun.. =)

econs paper was OK.. i'll probably pass it.. PASS should be a fair result.. not B.. =(

i had so much fun last night.. running! chin-ups! slacker!!! *sticks out tongue*

ok.. i need a miracle for history and stats tmr.. DIE

edOMG.. dammit really.. maths was a disaster! -_-

wth.. it was like i was doing the wrong paper or something! die

i badly need a miracle

jessica : which eye-candy? i think i know which one you're talking about.. hehehe.. =)  hehe.. i left holland V like 8 to go and EAT RAMEN!!!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. hehe.. please take care of yourself and dun vomit.. OH YA! one more thing.. please dun hate me.. =(

you know guys? there are currently two women in my life who are doing very different things.. one is giving me hope.. lots of it i must say.. without her.. my eyes will die.. i wouldn't be able to sleep at night.. with her.. i am so looking forward to stay up to watch her do her stuff.. even if it means that i dun get sleep.. that's how much i love her! <3

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well.. she's...

AYA UETO!!! OMG! =)))

but there's this stupid woman in my life who is just taking away my life.. bloody hell.. i really hate that stupid bitch! UGH! everytime i see her.. i just wanna strangle her till she dies.. bloody hell.. make my life so miserable! really.. i can't stand of the sight of you.. you're just a two-headed lizard who thinks you're so important but in actualy fact just killing me.. GO AWAY! dun ever come back! you think you're the only one who hates ma ah? get lost la! the feeling is mutual! JUST GET OUT OF MY ALREADY MISERABLE LIFE! UGH

 

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well.. please everybody! if you ever see this woman.. just kill her for me can?

STUPID WOMAN!

ah mah: man.. that tag was kind of touching.. =).. there must have been a reason why you became my ah mah and we got re-united after missing out on each other for 4 whole long years!!! *muacks*

woke up at 3pm! GOD

KAP to study.. not bad i say.. none of the history information got into my head.. but at least i managed to complete pure maths.. EXCLUDING CHAPTERS AFTER COMMON TEST!

have been thinking about my gyming activities.. have i really been obsessed? NO WAY! i understand the fact that i'm fat.. and the fact that something needs to be done

BE GONE TO THOSE WHO ARE ALREADY SKINNY AND STILL WANNA LOSE WEIGHT! UGH!

something i learnt today.. jessica and wei ling are retarded.. especially with a camera around

jessica: who's cute? you mean ______?

wei ling: who's cute? politically right answer: wei ling.. politically wrong answer? not wei ling

long zi: YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dearest long zi is so darn cute! EARLY CHILDHOOD! I MISS! -_-

hehe.. played gunbound with biwen till like 5am.. =) stupid brokeback ps-ed us at 3am for world cup.. -_-

slept at like 6 and then that stupid alarm didn't even give me 5 seconds of peace.. -_- and when i finally dragged myself out of bed to turn off that stupid alarm.. jessica's wake-up call didn't even give me a chance to go back to dreamland.. -_-

initially intended to run at the track at cck.. dammit.. too many fit track-and-field people there.. UGH! then went to my place's gym... showed jessica some routine weight lifting for maximum weight loss.. which is to use light weights but many reps.. wanted to run for 40 minutes.. until some fit-girl-who-ran-at-speed-9.2 gave up and walked for like 15 minutes while sms-ing on the treadmill.. then kept pushing me to leave after 30 minutes.. -_- nvm.. really sweated a lot! =) but i still feel fat.. -_-

WOAH! i never knew that almeric had 6 packs! he was like swimming and then sat at the ledge of the pool with his bloody stupid 6 packs! UGH.. no!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SERVICE WAS TOTALLY GREAT!!!! =) OMG! this was one that got me really excited and jumping around! =) some guest speaker from new zealand! and he's joining us next saturday!!!!!!!!!!! *gleams*

he's forever in my heart
i'll forget about his past miracles cause the best has yet to come!!! =)

man.. i miss being close to god.. =(

i won't go into further details what made me happy as usual today.. =) these past two weeks have been the greatest time in this year! =) seriously.. who gives a shit about mid-years!!!

jessica: you're just mad la.. wth.. write this type of nonsense on my blog.. UGH

lee chiu: LOL! i must admit that i laughed out loud when i saw that tag! =) hehe.. at least he understands my pain.. =) yeah baby! it'll be so great to see him there! LIVERPOOL ROCKS! thank you so much for reading and tagging! =) nice to know that you still care!

ah mah: thanks for having faith in me.. you're the bestest ah mah one can have.. =) take care hor!

wei ling: rain? nothing to say.. how can i not be a loser? i must be the only loser who bothered to stay in front of a com looking for cute guys.. -_-

ryan: and you please just go and die!!!!!!! how dare you say ling yi is not cute! *curse*

can't believe that i went to eat LJS.. -_- bad.. with ben, jessica and mc.. we actually spent lots of time over there gossiping.. UGH! all of them are so bloody thin la! *sobs*

anyway.. going to run with jessica tmr.. doing the training brokeback suggested.. =)

dammit.. i'm so bloody fat

i seriously hope she accepts my friend request.. =)

man.. Dr Lim confirmed today that i'll be in Pes C.. =(

i guess that means only light military training for me in NS.. all the training i put myself into to train my upper body will be kind of useless.. 6 months off IPPT training for my new ligament to fully heal.. ='(

seriously.. that is a blow to me.. for someone who used to be so active.. a second of bad luck and my life has since completely taken a big U-turn for the worst.. UGH.. so my advice to all you readers out there.. please take care of yourself and not do anything stupid.. some things that you do now can affect you for the rest of your life.. =(((

after dean found out that his ligament was torn and there was no way he could ever play basketball in the next 2 years.. i could see sadness and regret in his eyes.. the same way that i felt when i tore my ligamant nearly 10 months back.. then he suggested to play golf so that he would not make the injury worse.. =(
he was practically putting himself down all the time.. UGH! and there was nothing i could say or do unless i have powerful healing powers that i can just repair his ligament in a blink of an eye.. =(

nvm.. maybe this would turn out to be a blessing in disguise? maybe i'll be one of the fittest in the camp? =)

nvm.. i'll leave everything to god.. maybe it was in his plans that i have to go through this torment..

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now for the nonsense:

HELLO! ZHENGYUANCHANG IS HOT. RAIN IS HOTTER. BUT HEJUNXIANG IS THE HOTTEST! LOVE! HAHAHAH DO NOT DELETE. JESSICA ROCKS.

as you can see.. being around with that woman who is so full of nonsense... UGH.. can you imagine that i've been in the same room with her for probably the last past 3-4 hours? luckily i managed to finish my economical side of colonisation.. =)

therefore.. here's a list of conclusions

1) please take care if not you guys will just regret
2) i'm a loser who's destined for a even more loser-ly life
3) jessica is mad

lee chiu: =) too bad my favourite group is out.. *sobs* thanks thanks thanks! you jia you too!!! *muack*

ling: i'm not interested in superband anymore.. no more good singing

omg! i spend like the last 1.5 hours watching videos of aya on you tube!!! omg! she's so darn cute! she's pretty.. she sings.. UGH.. someone just shoot me can?

some are blessed with good looks.. some are just fated to be UGLY

maybe i'll post her beautiful pictures next time.. gotta sleep.. stupid mock exam tmr

tried my hand at the driving range last night with dean.. WOAH! so darn bloody hard to whack those stupid golf balls.. -_-

and worse.. you sweat like mad when trying so hard to whack those balls.. for noobs like us.. distance matter.. not the direction.. =)

studied at jurong east library with ben.. =/ not good at all.. still can't focus properly.. i'm really so dam screwed for A's =(

was looking out and guess who came to study? _____! and what? she sat directly adjacent to our table! =) talk about luck! =) ( those bets better win tonight )

gyming tmr.. i'm getting fat.. bye guys..

ugh... so tired..

today's the last day.. ='(

she's the reason why i smile. =)

gymed again today att cck.. was late for 1.5 hours! LOL!!! poor ben.. hehe.. both of us stayed up for world cup the previous night... but he managed to go 0.5 hours earlier.. hehe.. i suck la.. shou chen came over to catch the brazil match.. disappointing can? wa lao eh.. kaka's goal was a beauty.. =) but other than the goal... nothing much.. -_-

studying in school was kind of productive.. ben and i shelved all the distractions that we always had.. not bad.. then bloody hell.. jessica came and kept talking about <s> FOOD </s>.. wth.. her brain is probably filled with food-related stuff can? amazing.. was supposed to study history today.. but michelle's econs questions kept my econs knowledge warm.. =)

world cup!!! =) spain rocks.. ALONSO SCORED!!!

sinned with jessica later.. went to look for NONG ZI at serene's centre.. UGH! die.. ice cream.. FAT! i'm fat.. boo-hoo

i'm out.. stupid econs essay.. UGH

5 things i gotta say today..

1. lingyi is cute
2. i like her eyes
3. i like her hair
4. i like her teeth
5. i like her voice

whatever la.. she's cute

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM

just gave my mum her birthday gifts.. =)

1. a set of tea pots and cups
2. a big kiss.. =))))

finally recovered from fever.. ready to gym later.. =)

anyway.. i feel that Juz-B is dam good.. but i don't understand why milo-peng got such a high score.. -_-

studied in school with ben which turned out to be world cup talk.. and then studying later didn't help much later.. looks like i'll never get the same results as common tests.. =(

4 things that i currently have and hate..

1. sore throat
2. flu
3. headaches
4. fever

so cool

my latest crush.. hehe.. aya ueto!

to the two girls.. i don't really know the whole story.. in fact.. i heard it from only one party.. but to me.. your quarrel seems really *i-dunno*.. why can't just one give way? i dun think it's got anything to do with pride right? you two were such good friends last time? and it all broke down just because of a comment? man.. i dunno what to do.. and i dun want to make a stand on who's right and who's wrong.. but i urge you two to think about the positive side of all this.. is being all-cold to each other better than having a great friendship? think about it my friends

in my life.. i would never ever trade anything else for friendship.. it's vital to everyone..

frienship is probably like building a tower but with a big loop-hole in it.. once it is being pushed too far.. the whole thing just collapses.. and all the effort and time spent on building it just goes down the drain.. haiz..

enough of that.. i had my fair share of bad experiences already.. i'm happy with what i have now..

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gymed with ben again today.. was supposed to meet him there at 10.. received a message from him at 10.. "i missed the bus.. gonna be late".. and that was at 10:30!!! hehe.. i just can't wake up right? lol.. reached there at like 11? then gymed till 1+ and went to school to study.. nothing else much.. life is too boring..

dallas won game one.. jason terry played super well.. 31 points i think.. and shaq got completely stopped by dampier! woo!! go nowitzki!! you didn't play your best game but i'm sure we're gonna see what a true MVP can do.. hehe

out.. wanna play maple again.. studying again tmr at school.. what a wonderful life i have.. *snort*

ugh.. pei ling is cute.. =)

i hope she doesn't read this

sometimes.. things that seem so strong on the surface are in reality weak and fragile

i just woke up! -_- so tired after such a wonderful day.. =)

dun feel like being too detailed.. but we surprised NONG zi at NP with gifts and then went for daily scoop and fried rice!!! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SISTER!!! *MUACK*

yesterday's competition was great!!

I GOT CHAMPION!!! =)))

6 wins out of 6!!!!!!!!

my favourite was when i was playing black then got a sicilian.. then the game changed into a king's indian-type and i got the typical attack for black and crushed the opponent!!!!!!!!!! =)

but the sad part? i lost the $40 takashimaya voucher that i got for the prize.. only i only have the stupid trophy.. -_-

gymed with matthew and gabriel today.. cck gym.. =)
so cool.. trained chest! =)
oh no.. now my chest seems kind of big.. gabriel is so darn bloody strong! =(
ugh.. it's gonna take me a NONG NONG NONG NONG NONG NONG time for me to build up my dream body.. =(
go hendrie go!!!

then went to watch the touch ruggers at farrer park together with gabriel.. bloody hell.. it was barely 10 minutes that we were there and then it rained like mad... =(
helped the girls carry their bags to the tent and then walked across to get a drink with gabriel..
then what? the whole thing got postponed.. UGH
i think i'm some kind of jinx to rugby.. whenever i'm not there to watch gabriel.. he gets tries..
now that i went to watch tough rug.. then the whole thing got postponed..

i'm a bloody jinx!!! =(

thank you so much charlotte.. she passed me my eye-candy's bag and then she came over and thanked me! muhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

"thank you so much"

i gotta start studying